Ssssssssss

A friend has got the post graduate blues(at least I think that's what it is) and it made me think of my own post-graduate blues a mere eight months ago. So I decided to make a cheer-up mix cd just for her, but then I thought I'd just share it with anyone who's feeling down. Is that you? I don't know why, but it has an Sss theme. Here's a special mix for any who are blues-ing any which way but up:

Student Nurse- Encounter, Garbage, Big Cheese
http://www.mediafire.com/?igrny40mnyq
http://www.mediafire.com/?zwwvm3jgggk
http://www.mediafire.com/?xdmwxnojmnn



Suburban Lawns- Anything, Janitor
http://www.mediafire.com/?eoj2mjmjvmn
http://www.mediafire.com/?ndwkkztmqov

The Surgery- I See You Made it Mr. Meka
http://www.mediafire.com/?y2i30tmnthd

Suicide- Ghost Rider
http://www.mediafire.com/?5z22zotonly

Suyama Kumyko- Itsuma demo
http://www.mediafire.com/?mj0w02dtzmd


Subjects- High Life, Augie
http://www.mediafire.com/?yzmyubmmtr2
http://www.mediafire.com/?0r0bimydjly




Skeleton Crew- Side A
http://www.mediafire.com/?anyzyynm2tz

Simply Saucer- Get my Thrills(demo version), Bullet Proof Nothing
http://www.mediafire.com/?3nlm00yz2d5
http://www.mediafire.com/?rgtftnliizn


Svensk- Getting Old
http://www.mediafire.com/?jjqbzjzzjv2

Shakespears- Burning My F
http://www.mediafire.com/?mzmmdigdmjj

Shop Assistants- Safety Net
http://www.mediafire.com/?w1dyywooiyi

Sparks- Moustache
http://www.mediafire.com/?ytyyejno3zj

Sweet Dreams- Rock Your Baby
http://www.mediafire.com/?xkkjzm5xywt



Swamp Dogg- God Bless America For What
http://www.mediafire.com/?zznz2jqdmzk

Love in the First Person

The time of big decisions is getting closer and closer, and looming harder and harder. The decision of what's best for me, for other, for others, and for others' others. Things can never be so simple.
2009 looks like it will be more productive and creative than I hoped 2008 to have been. Probably because I'm attempting to continue to put the right people in my life and nix the negativeees. I have less and less patience for negativity and selfishness in people and getting stronger to not put up with it. But still, there's something inside of me that questions how far to take this, and where patience and love should outweigh these presences.
Moving to New York has been on my mind a lot today, and I'm feeling really torn about moving sooner or pushing it farther down the road. I'd have to start from scratch in many ways. Some of these are good, some of these aren't so good, mainly my creative endeavors. It feels like I'm finally making headway on getting projects/ideas moved forward and a big move would only stifle this for who knows how long. Can a sista ever get a break? I had imagined moving there with certain conditions and circumstances in place, and now some of these are different with even new plights in place now. Modes that would make things more difficult and lonely. Maybe I'll know what to do after VisionQuest 09'. Right A??? oof.

more of

The most important music to me in 2008:

Bill Fay- From The Bottom Of An Old Grandfather Clock


David Byrne and Brian Eno- Everything that Happens Will Happen Today


Deerhunter-Microcastle (well, really anything and everything Bradford Cox)


Jay Reatard- Matador Singles 08'


Chrome- The Visitation


Lazy Smoke- Lazy Smoke


Erykah Badu- New Amerykah Part One


Suburban Lawns- Suburban Lawns


Grouper- Dragging a Dead Deer up a Hill


Fleet Foxes- Fleet Foxes


Blue Orchids- A Darker Bloom: The Blue Orchid Collection


Labelle- Nightbirds


Teiji Ito- Music for Maya


Listen to ALL

2009

Films looking the most forward to in 2009:

Made in U.S.A


Of Time and the City


Silent Light


Jeanne Dielman


Che

Examined life


Dear Zachery


Scott Walker: 30 Century Man


Le Doulos

2008

Best Films seen in 2008:

Synecdoche, New York (2008)
Let the Right One in (2008)
Paranoid Park (2007)
Funny Games (1997/2007)
Fanny and Alexander (1982)
Il Posto (1961)
Ratcatcher (1999)
Killer of Sheep (1977)
Last Year at Marienbad (1961)
Danielson:A family movie (2006)
First Person: The Complete Series (2000)

my life..

in 5 minutes....in December:

juicy

....this is my prediction for 2009. It will hopefully be better than 2008. I know it will.....be juicy.
I have something to say about 2008, like stuff about my best of music and film, the horrific life lessons learned, the broken hearts, the wounded knees, the bests and worsts of times, as well as a December video! But not right now. This is sort of a cliffhanger.........getting back into the post vacation routine is my excuse. But more importantly, did you know Patrick Swayze has cancer!?! :(