Monday, July 28, 2008

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Monday, July 21, 2008

Monday



A friend called me who is acting in a film and they needed some extras for a scene at an art gallery.

There was a photograph there of John Waters in his office/studio? Behind him, a sign says "Bergman is king of puke". Hmmm...



Being on set and talking to my friend, really got me realizing that I need to get off my caboose and start writing again. I say I never have time, but I do, and I'll have less later, so get to work soulja! I've been doing some research lately anyways for an idea on a screenplay, but I got to put the inks to the papers and get this mill grindin'.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

the future of fodd

Peacemakers and hippies, click on over to Teach Peace for free viewable docs on corporate wank-offs, genocide, frankenstein foods, and more. Thanks to Lisa for sharing...

Dark Days

It's my monthly life complainage. You didn't think I'd miss it did you? Today I spent most of the day looking for an overpriced apartment in my future city of employment. I don't like apartments. At least not the ones built after 1940. I think I've narrowed it down to one less swindling offer, and I'll probably sign off on it tomorrow. Exciting? Not really. These last few days have been tough, because once again, things are coming to a halt/beginning that I neither am looking forward too and are very unsure and undiscovered. I think about my life two years ago, and I'd give my left teet to have that stability, hope and love in my life. Everything I ever dreamed and hoped for, I had. But I guess I was too young, unexperienced, immature, jaded(?) to realize it. I think about how I've gotten here and all of my regrets and selfish actions. And it pushes me way down. Way down.
All I really want is to give my love to someONE who will receive it and can give it BACK to me. Someone who wants to be around me and WIll be around me. And I don't have to feel frustrated in the dynamics of any of that. I have hopes and expectations from others that may not ever come to fruition, and what should i do if they don't? Keep waiting? Move on? Die?(j/k)

So many things, so MANY things, that I can't even say and am tired of saying and thinking, oh my four readers...

I hate these blogs.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008




At Tom Waits. (really far away)



Vid I shot at the No Age

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

I got you



This jukebox is for bartering on ebay right now. But there's only 37 minutes left. I would really like to purchase it and place it in my future living room. But I have to pay future rent for my future apartment in a future city.
Would I want a jukebox with original 45's? Or a juke from the future where I can put things called "CD's" in them such as Springsteen's Born in The USA, or any Bad Brains album which is all I care about listening to right now anyways. What to do, what to do??


That baby pink/baby blue one looks endearing


Boring with a capital BUBBLE


Jackpot! This one's only $1.25 & it has Springsteen, Aretha, Split Enz, etc!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008