Sad in Country

growth of winter

trail of the lonesome pine

new yawk

:(

I don't think I can muster telling you the story behind this photo. Pangs in my heart---too deep.


Regrouping and moving onward.

I called my dad last night crying from personal life drama, and being the best, he drove all the way up to My Town, USA. He took me to Applebee's, bought me a weight watchers meal and gave me words of wisdom and encouragement. Then we went to Sprouts together and got some melatonin, cruised around the vitamin aisles plus the grains and trail mixes deciding on what he should get. Then we came back and watched more election coverage where they were calling things when it was too early to be called. Today, I cannot even find out how many votes my Nader got in this election.

Dressed up for the let down

Of Course. The ONE weekend I'll be out of town, in New York, this hell-hole has something I'd venture out to(Deerhoof,Abe Vigoda, Telepathe). And the one thing I really wanted to do in NY, is sold out.

Cyclical

I did the rejecting, now I am the rejected.
I'm pretty sure this feeling is worse and deeper than any
other regular heartbreak tactic.